Sunday, May 13, 2018

"Walking Around Shining Like the Sun"

St. Paul’s Church in Bergen & Church of the Incarnation, Jersey City NJ
May 13, 2018

Year B: The Seventh Sunday of Easter
Acts 1:15-17, 21-26
Psalm 1
1 John 5:9-13
John 17:6-19

“Walking Around Shining Like the Sun”
            Alleluia! Christ is risen!
            The Lord is risen indeed! Alleluia!
            A couple of weeks ago when The New York Times published a special section in the paper containing a series of photographs from 1978.
            There was a newspaper strike that summer and in order to scrounge up a little work some newspaper photographers approached the New York City Parks Department with the idea of photographing people using the city’s parks.
            Maybe surprisingly, the Parks Department said yes and so the photographers fanned out across the city, taking pictures of people enjoying a break from the city by hanging out or playing in parks, but the pictures were quickly forgotten and were never released, until now.
            The images of these people in the fashions and hairstyles of that time took me right back to those days – I could almost hear the pop music blaring from transistor radios!
            These forty year-old pictures are also a helpful reminder to not idealize the past.
            You don’t have to look very hard to see signs that these were not the best days in the history of New York City, or any city for that matter.
            There’s lots of graffiti and broken benches and trash – a reminder of that time when a broke city couldn’t keep its streets safe or clean and the subways were like something out of a post-apocalyptic nightmare.
            Yet, despite all of that brokenness – or maybe because of it – there is also something endearing and appealing about these pictures.
            I guess part of their draw is nostalgia for people my age or older, but there’s something else that I couldn’t quite put my finger on until a few days later the Times published a letter from a reader about these pictures.
            The letter-writer wrote,
            “What struck me immediately about the photos was that in each one, people are engaged with one another and their real-time activities. People looked at each other, spoke to each other, listened to each other, paid attention to their surroundings. No phones competed for their attention.”
            And, that’s exactly right.
            Thanks to these small but powerful computers that most of us carry in our pockets or in our bags we are able to access a world of information – but many of us have become addicted to this never-ending flow of stimulation.
            Probably we’ve all seen parents glued to their phones as their children vie for their attention or couples sitting side-by-side staring at their screens rather than into each other’s eyes – and, I’m not going to ask for a show of hands, but maybe we’ve been those people.
            And then some of us are actually required by our work to always be connected, to always be reachable, to always be “on.”
            This super-connection and over-stimulation has serious spiritual consequences.
As William Wordsworth wrote a couple of hundred years ago, “The world is too much with us.”
            You wonder what he would say if he could see us today!
            In today’s gospel lesson we heard part of Jesus’ long farewell prayer as recorded in the Gospel of John.
            And in Jesus’ prayer, we can hear his care and concern for his disciples – for us – who somehow must manage to be “in” the world without being “of” the world –his prayer that we are not to allow the world to be too much with us.
            In the case of both Wordsworth and Jesus, we should probably put “the world” in quotes – because they’re not talking about God’s good creation.
No, instead they are talking about the mess of a world we’ve created, a world stained by sin, a world that we can see so clearly, especially these days, is broken by greed, corruption, and lies.
            For centuries Christians have struggled to figure out just how to live in this broken world but not to be of this world – how to not fall in line with the priorities and values of the world.
            And some have even taken the radical step of withdrawing from “the world” – and going off to live and pray in a cave or in a convent or a monastery.
            One of those radical Christians was Thomas Merton, born in 1915, a highly educated and rather complicated guy, who in 1941 thought he was leaving the world when he entered a strict Trappist monastery in rural Kentucky, a place called the Abbey of Gethsemani.
            There’s a wonderful photograph of him at the monastery on his ordination day He’s holding a newspaper and laughing about how much he’s missed since he had left “the world.”
            But, if you know anything about Merton, you know that to his surprise stepping away from the world and living in the quiet of the monastery, cutting off much of the world’s stimulation, allowed him to see the truth – to see the world more clearly - both as it is and as it was meant to be.
            And so from his monastic isolation he began to engage with the great issues of the day – writing about atomic weapons and the Cold War, the civil rights movement, the war in Vietnam, and much more.
            Probably the most famous incident in Merton’s life occurred in 1958 when he was in Louisville running errands for the monastery.
            Standing at the corner of Fourth and Walnut he suddenly had a mystical experience, a vision of the world as it was always meant to be, a vision of the world as it really is.
            He saw, really saw, the people passing by, just going about their business at that bustling corner.
            Later he wrote, “Then it was as if suddenly I saw the secret beauty of their hearts, the depths of their hearts where neither sin nor desire nor self-knowledge can reach, the core of their reality, the person that each one is in God’s eyes. If only they could all see themselves as they really are.”
            And Merton added, “There is no way of telling people that they are all walking around shining like the sun.”
            Wow, right?
            I’ve been interested in Merton for a long time and, since like for all or most of us, “the world” is too much with me – and since I am also very richly blessed – last week, as some of you know, I was able to drive to Kentucky and spend a week on retreat at Merton’s monastery.
            I was able to withdraw from “the world” for a few days.
            And, I have to tell you it was amazing.
            The monastery is in a secluded spot, more beautiful than I had imagined, surrounded by acres and acres of trees and farmland.
            It was so quiet – the Trappist monks don’t talk much and we were all expected to be pretty much silent. Just about all I heard were the birds chirping, cows mooing and roosters greeting the dawn, and the monks chanting during their daily services, the earliest of which is at 3:15am.
            I could only get a cellphone signal in a couple of spots, so, for the most part, I really was able to leave behind “the world” and appreciate the beauty of the world that God created, and always intended for us to enjoy.
            I’m so grateful for this wonderful time, but I have to admit that I didn’t have some big breakthrough profound spiritual experience at the monastery.
            For the ride home – about 700 miles – I had thought about trying to push through and drive all the way in one day, but after about eight hours my right foot started to hurt and I realized I was beginning to lose focus – kind of dangerous when doing 80 on the interstate, so reluctantly I pulled off somewhere in southern Pennsylvania and got a room at a Holiday Inn just beyond the highway exit.
            After I checked in, I was hungry and went looking for a place to eat. I looked around at all the motels and fast-food places and the stores selling discounted cigarettes and all the traffic and all the concrete and thought how ugly it all was, and how already the monastery was feeling a like a whole different world, almost like a dream.
            After dinner, back at the hotel, I noticed that a fair number of my fellow guests were bikers – middle-aged men and women wearing their leather jackets with lots of patches, bandanas, the whole uniform.
            I try not to judge, but let’s just say that I was wary.
            The next morning I got up early to take advantage of the complimentary breakfast – a good deal, by the way – and, sure enough, some of the bikers were already up and at it, already at tables with their food and coffee.
            I sat next to one table of biker women and couldn’t help overhearing their conversation.
            It turned out that they were on some kind of history tour and one of the women was talking excitedly about the chance to see the spot where Abraham Lincoln delivered the Gettysburg Address.
            Judge not, right?
            But then, another middle-aged biker couple arrived – a man and a woman, dressed, like the others, in the full outfit. This woman, though, woman wore sunglasses and tapped a cane in front of her.
            She was blind!
            The first thing I thought of was how it’s scary enough to ride behind someone on a motorcycle, but how scary it must be to not be able to see what’s going on around you!
            Now, I have to tell you that the man – her husband, I assume – was so incredibly gentle and tender with his blind wife, gently holding her arm and guiding her along.
            “Here, sweetheart, there’s a chair for you.”
            “Here, honey, I got you a bagel. It’s right here. Is there anything else you’d like?
            “OK, I’ll leave you ladies to talk, but I’ll be right over there, honey.”
            The whole scene was so touching and beautiful. I didn’t want to be rude but I didn’t want to look away, either.
            I’m not sure I’d say that this loving man and his blind wife were shining like the sun, but it was pretty close.
            So, yes, the world we’ve created is a mess and may very well get a whole lot worse, but the world that God created and continues to create is still out there, still in here, and it’s still very beautiful.
            It’s as beautiful as people enjoying each other’s company in a broken-down park.
            It’s as beautiful as a biker lovingly caring for his blind wife.
            All of this beauty all around us, created by the God who loves us enough to come among us, and to die and rise again!
            Alleluia! Christ is risen!
            The Lord is risen indeed! Alleluia!
            Amen.