Thursday, March 29, 2018

Getting Jesus

St. Paul’s Church in Bergen & Church of the Incarnation
March 29, 2018

Maundy Thursday
Exodus 12:1-14
Psalm 116: 1, 10-17
1 Corinthians 11:23-26
John 13:1-17, 31b-35

Getting Jesus
            As most, if not all, of you know, before I was a priest I was a teacher.
            I’d like to think I was a good teacher but, as hard as you and I may find this to believe, sometimes, probably for a bunch of different reasons, my students just didn’t “get” what I was trying to teach them.
            That was often very disappointing and frustrating for all involved – and at the end of each semester this “not getting” became a pressing issue when my students faced their exams.
            In a last ditch attempt to help them out, like most teachers I’d offer an exam review where I’d try to squeeze a whole lot of material into just a couple of hours, when I’d make one last ditch attempt to help my students “get” what I thought was most important.
            And, probably thanks to all of those years in the classroom, that’s how I always think of the Last Supper.
One of the most consistent themes throughout the Gospels is that most of the time the disciples just didn’t “get” Jesus.
            Although they clearly spent a lot of time with Jesus – although they must have heard the same parables and teachings over and over – although they saw with their own eyes so many signs and wonders – although all of that and more – very often the disciples – Jesus’ closest friends and followers – just didn’t get him and what he was trying to teach.
            This failure to “get” Jesus must have been frustrating all around.
It probably wasn’t surprising to the Lord – but in the gospels we can hear his exasperation slip out from time to time.
            Now, it’s easy for us to stand in judgment of those first disciples who didn’t get it, but, let’s be honest, Jesus was and is often hard to understand, his teachings were and are mysterious, difficult to accept – and after two thousand years much of it we still clearly don’t get, or maybe just choose to ignore.
            Those who love their life will lose it and those who hate their life in this world will gain eternal life.
            In the Kingdom of God, it’s the poor and the hungry and the mourners and the hated, who are blessed.
            Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you.
            Forgive not seven times, but seventy times seven times.
            Got all of that?
            Out of all the disciples, it’s lovable but oh-so-flawed Peter who messes up the most. Ironically, it’s the leader – the Rock – who fails to get Jesus – and, say what you want about him, he’s consistent right to the end.
            Tonight we heard the story of the Last Supper as found in the Gospel of John – different in many ways from the other gospels. It’s John alone who offers us this powerful image of Jesus washing the feet of his closest friends.
            When Peter realizes what Jesus is proposing to do, he is highly offended by the idea of his Lord stooping to a task as lowly as washing feet and, as we heard, he wants none of it.
            Still, even after all this time, Peter doesn’t get that Jesus has come into the world not to lord it over us but to serve us.
            But, who can blame Peter for not getting that, right?
            So, like a teacher straining to be clear, Jesus is blunt with Peter, using language that sounds a lot like Baptism:
            “Unless I wash you, you have no share with me.”
            That stark warning seems to work – the light bulb goes off above Peter’s head:
            “Lord not only my feet but my hands and my head!”
            At least for the moment, Peter “gets” Jesus.
            Foot-washing is a seemingly simple act, but it represents the kind of service that Jesus offers to us and models for us, it represents the love that we are meant to share with one another, the love that is supposed to be the hallmark of our Christian faith, and it reminds us also of our Baptism, when we “get” Jesus in a deep and permanent way.
            At the Last Supper in the other gospels there’s the story we retell week after week: Jesus takes and blesses the bread and wine and tells his friends that this is his Body and Blood and we are to gather forever in remembrance of him.
            Each time we gather at the Lord’s Table we “get” Jesus.
            We know that the Last Supper is not the end of the story.
            We know that despite having their feet washed and despite eating the bread and drinking the wine – despite “getting” Jesus, the disciples are about to fail Jesus terribly – Peter most of all when he denies three times even knowing Jesus.
            And, of course, we fail Jesus all the time, too.
            And yet, the Good News for Peter and the first disciples - and the good news for us - is that despite our failures, despite not always passing our tests, once we’ve gotten Jesus in Baptism and once we’ve gotten Jesus in the Bread and the Wine, we get him forever, no matter what.
            Amen.