St. Paul’s Church in
Bergen, Jersey City NJ
June 11, 2017
Year A: The First
Sunday after Pentecost – Trinity Sunday
Genesis 1:1-2:4a
Psalm 8
2 Corinthians
13:11-13
Matthew 28:16-20
God Doesn’t Go It Alone
If
you’ve been coming to St. Paul’s for more than a few weeks, you’ve probably
noticed that we recently made what I think is a pretty big change to our Sunday
services.
It’s
a change that I’ve considered for a while and I’ve talked about it with the
other members of the staff and with the vestry.
For
some time now, our parish prayer list has grown very long – by my count there
are more than 75 people on it right now, plus the abducted Nigerian schoolgirls
and our friends over at Majestic and the people suffering under war, violence,
and terrorism, and the imprisoned – so many people who feel they need our
prayers – so many people who have asked for our prayers.
But,
when thinking about our service there’s a lot to consider. I know that for
those of you who come from a more Protestant background our service doesn’t
feel long at all (at an hour and change Baptists are just getting warmed up!)
but for others it does, and we need to keep their – your - wants and needs in
mind, too.
So,
with a good bit of regret, starting on Easter we stopped saying each name on
the prayer list, but, for the record, we do continue praying each name at the
weekday services.
Since
that long prayer list had become kind of a distinctive feature of St. Paul’s, I’m
honestly a little surprised that only a couple of people have mentioned this
change to me.
And,
in case you’re wondering, I’m sure that we’ll continue to tweak it, maybe
praying by name for those who’ve been added in the past week or those whose
needs are especially critical.
Anyway,
thinking about all of this gives us an opportunity to ask some important
questions about prayers of petition, prayers when we ask God for something –
something for us or, more often, I think, something for others.
First,
can we agree that God already knows what’s best for us, and it’s not like we
can talk God out of one thing and into another, right?
So,
why do people ask us to pray for them and for those they love?
Why
do we feel compelled to pray for our needs and the needs of others?
Why
does Jesus teach us to pray to God for the coming of God’s kingdom, and for our
daily bread, for forgiveness, and to deliver us from evil?
Why?
Well,
I’m not sure! But I think I have an idea.
Today
is the First Sunday after Pentecost – Trinity Sunday – the day when we’re invited
to celebrate and reflect on the mysterious inner life of God – our
understanding that God is one in three Persons – Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.
Many
minds far greater than mine have pondered and written about this deep and
ultimately unknowable mystery and, truthfully, it feels like a fool’s errand to
me, except to say that the Trinity teaches us that when we look as best as we
can into God’s heart what we discover there is community.
Even
in God’s heart, God doesn’t go it alone.
And
so, it makes sense that when God decided to create, God made a real creation
where our choices and our actions have real consequences – a real creation
where the God who doesn’t go it alone invites us to be part of the
action – invites us to be part of the healing – invites us to be
part of the building of God’s kingdom.
God
doesn’t go it alone and so we are invited to be part of God’s community.
God
doesn’t go it alone and so we are commissioned by Jesus to invite others to be
part of God’s community, too.
What
an honor, right?
What
an honor to be invited into God’s community, the community where everyone is
valued and loved, no matter where we come from or what we look like, no matter
how many mistakes we’ve made, no matter the worst thing we’ve ever done in our lives.
What
an honor to be commissioned to invite others into God’s community, to invite maybe
like the street preacher I saw and heard yesterday outside Lincoln Park, but
more likely and, I’d say, more effectively, to invite by living the kind of
joyful and loving life that others want a taste of, to invite by personally
extending a hand to a neighbor and say, come and see.
And,
finally, what an honor to pray for those many, many people on our parish prayer
list and the many people on our own personal prayer list, to pray not to change
God’s mind or to talk God into doing what we want but to open our own hearts so
we really can be part of God’s action, part of God’s healing, and part of
building of God’s kingdom.
No,
God doesn’t go it alone - and God doesn’t want us to go it alone, either.
So,
God is always pouring out grace on us - and God has given us one another to do
this work together, the strong supporting the weak, the experienced showing the
way for the newcomer, the rich sharing their abundance with the poor.
God
doesn’t go it alone - and God doesn’t want us to go it alone, either.
Finally,
one last thing about our prayer list.
One
of the things that Susan, Vanessa, Gail, and I do at our weekly staff meeting
is review the prayer list, adding people who’ve asked to be added and,
especially when we used to read all the names, looking to trim the list
whenever possible, if there’s been healing, if in some way, prayers have been
answered.
But,
recently, someone still very much in need of our prayers asked to be removed
from the list, saying that it bothered him to hear his name read aloud,
bothered him to see his name printed among those long columns of names on the
bulletin insert.
I
honored his request, but reluctantly, and I know a few others who know about
this continue to hold this person in prayer.
But,
I’ve thought a lot about it and, while on one level it might simply be a case
of embarrassment – you know, feeling shame to be in need of prayer – I think
there is something even deeper going on.
When
we stop and think about it, if we really take prayer seriously, it’s nearly
overwhelming to consider that people would care enough to give up precious time
to pray for us, even if, especially if, they don’t even know us.
And,
it’s overwhelming to consider that the God of the universe would have any
interest in hearing prayers offered for us.
It
can be hard to accept that we’re worth the time, or the effort, or the love.
But,
we are.
All
of us.
And,
we know this because the God whose very heart is community – Father, Son, and
Holy Spirit – this God doesn’t go it alone but invites us, every single
one of us, to be part of the action.
Amen.