Sunday, June 09, 2019

The Spirit of Courage


The Church of St. Paul & Incarnation, Jersey City NJ
June 9, 2019

Year C: The Day of Pentecost
Acts 2:1-21
Psalm 104:25-35, 37
Romans 8:14-17
John 14:8-17, 25-27

The Spirit of Courage
            Alleluia! Christ is risen!
            The Lord is risen indeed! Alleluia!
            One of the pleasures and honors of my job is when I am asked to offer a prayer at a public event for some civic occasion.
            As you know, these days most people never go to church – and many are turned off by church, often for good reason, frankly – so my hope for these public events – and for weddings, too - is that I can say something appropriate and meaningful, and, who knows, maybe one person will say, “You know, what, maybe I’ll give church another try…”
            (I don’t know if that ever happens, but I choose to believe that it might happen!)
            Anyway, last week I was asked to offer a prayer at a ceremony in Pershing Field, commemorating the 75th anniversary of D-Day.
            It was a small event, with just a handful of veterans and politicians and onlookers present, along with the Jersey City Police Department honor guard, which was impressive, I have to say.
            Our little ceremony was poignant in its own way but it could hardly do justice to the men who stormed the beaches of Normandy three quarters of a century ago, beginning the final great and bloody push to liberate Western Europe and bring down the monstrously evil Nazi regime.
            I’m sure most, if not all, of you saw news coverage looking back at those incredible days and reporting on the commemorations in England and France, especially the one in England where the D-Day veterans, now all in their 90s, were saluted and thanked by one from their own generation, the unstoppable 93 year-old Queen Elizabeth II.
            In our fast-paced time when we seem to remember very little history, it’s amazing that the D-Day anniversary received so much attention, but even today – maybe especially today – we are in awe of courage – in this case the courage of men who charged beaches to take on heavily armed and well-fortified German soldiers -the courage of moving forward despite the terrifying likelihood of injury or death.
            We honor those men, in part, because, most of the time, courage seems to be in short supply.
            But, we’re in good company.
            The Gospels are very clear – embarrassingly clear – that the first disciples of Jesus usually didn’t “get it.”
            In today’s gospel lesson, during the Last Supper as Jesus prepares his closest friends for his death and his absence, Philip makes a not very good request:
            “Lord, show us the Father, and we will be satisfied.”
            And, we can hear the frustration and exasperation in Jesus’ reply: “Have I been with you all this time, Philip, and you still do not know me?
            It’s not only that the disciples usually don’t “get it.” Even worse than that, the disciples are often cowards, never more so than when they abandon Jesus in his time of suffering and death - fleeing and even, in the case of Peter, denying him, all to save their own skin.
            The disciples, at least so far, have not exactly been profiles in courage.
            In fact, I always wonder if mixed in with their joy in seeing the Risen Lord there wasn’t also a good bit of shame and regret about their cowardly behavior.
            I don’t know, but you’d think that seeing the Risen Jesus would embolden the disciples – would give them the courage they need. I mean, what more do you need, right?
But, surprisingly it seems like something more is still required.
            So, at the start of today’s first lesson from the Acts of the Apostles, we’re told that fifty days after Easter the disciples are all gathered in one place, implying that they’re still hiding out or at least keeping a low profile, and certainly not out in the streets proclaiming the best news of all time, that Jesus has been raised by the dead.
            And then, suddenly, the disciples finally get that last missing ingredient - they receive the gift of the Holy Spirit – and we can hear the author of Acts struggling to describe this incredible experience – a sound like rushing wind – divided tongues like flame among them – the ability to speak so that people from all around the world understood.
            And now, they were no longer afraid, no longer hiding out, no longer just sticking with each other, but instead they go out into Jerusalem, out into the city still led by the men who not very long ago had killed Jesus, they go out into the streets, risking it all to proclaim the Good News.
            Alleluia! Christ is risen!
            The Lord is risen indeed! Alleluia!
            It was all so strange, so unusual that some people thought that the disciples had indulged in some early morning “liquid courage, “ but, no it wasn’t the power of alcohol, it was the power of the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Courage!
            But, now, here we are, two thousand years later and, let’s face it, that Pentecost courage has long since faded – I doubt that anyone thinks we must be drunk because we share the love of Jesus so openly and generously!
            Here we are, two thousand years later, and, in fact, fear is all around.
            One of the reasons the D-Day commemorations were so meaningful was that there is real fear that the international order built after World War II – the order that prevented a third world war – is being threatened as we speak.
            Fear is all around as leaders here and abroad appeal to our worst instincts.
            Fear is all around as we worry what kind of planet we will pass on to our children.
            Fear is all around as we struggle to pay our bills.
            Fear is all around as we face serious illness.
            Fear is all around even in the church, as so many have gotten turned off and left, as so many really don’t see the point, as so many have never really heard the Good News, as we face the real possibility that we won’t hand off our church – our faith - to the next generation.
            Last week a few of us attended a symposium on the future of the Black Episcopal Church. This is no knock on the organizers and presenters, who did a fine job, but it was a depressing experience, a story of decline and collapse. Looking around, I knew we were in trouble because I was one of the youngest people in the room!
            (I mean, I’m young. But, I’m not THAT young!)
            So, yes, fear is all around and we may be tempted to be like the first disciples, tempted to hunker down, to hide, to stick only with the people we know and trust.
            But, just like on that first Pentecost, the Holy Spirit – the Spirit of Courage – is being poured out upon us, if only we are open to receive it.
            And I don’t have to believe that because I’ve seen it!
            And, you have, too.
            A couple of months ago, at the acolyte festival, I had the chance to have a short one-on-one conversation with our bishop.
            She asked how things were going here and I filled her in.
            And, she startled me a little when she said we need to get the story of St. Paul and Incarnation out to the diocese – that they need to know how we have come together and are flourishing.
            You know when you’re right in the middle of something you don’t really see it – kind of like not seeing the forest because of the trees – but since that conversation I’ve been thinking more about our story and the more I think about it I realize it’s a story of the Holy Spirit – the Spirit of Courage.
            I think of the courage of the Church of the Incarnation, making the hard choice to come over to Duncan Avenue, not knowing how they – you – would be received, not knowing if they – you – could find a spiritual home in a church that, at best, for most of our history, had been a frosty neighbor and, at worst, a rival.
            Not quite storming the beaches of Normandy, obviously, …but not nothing, either.
            And, I think of the courage of St. Paul’s, risking the rocking of a pretty happy boat by opening their – your – doors to a big group of people who have a different history, and somewhat different ways of doing church.
            Not quite suddenly speaking different languages, ...but not nothing, either.
            And now, I think about the times when we’re all mixed together – I think about coffee hour and choir, about vestry meetings and Good Friday, about the beautiful art show and recital offered by Incarnation kids and St. Paul’s kids together and the barbecue we’ll all enjoy in a little while – I think about all of that and I’m overjoyed and, honestly, I can feel my own fears about the future fade away.
            Not quite being mistaken for being drunk, …but not nothing, either.
            That’s the Holy Spirit – that’s the Spirit of Courage – the Spirit that in a time of fear was poured out upon the disciples two thousand years ago – the Spirit that is being poured out upon us right here and right now.
            And, we don’t have to believe it… because we’ve seen it!

            Amen.