St. Thomas’ Episcopal Church, Owings Mills MD
March 23, 2025
Year C: The Third Sunday in Lent
Exodus 3:1-15
Psalm 68:1-8
1 Corinthians 10:1-13
Luke 13:1-9
There’s Still Time to Move Forward Differently
Let us pray,
Liberating God,
Just as you freed the people of Israel long ago, break the chains of sin that enslave us today.
Give us a sense of urgency, helping us to repent and keep our promises of love and service.
Amen.
Just about every day, I think about my friend Dave.
I’ve mentioned him to you a few times.
He was the Rector of our church in Jersey City back when Sue and I first started attending, about twenty-five years ago now.
He was the priest who, during the Exchange of Peace on our very first Sunday, came bounding down the aisle, extended his hand to us and said, “I’m Dave. Welcome to St. Paul’s.”
And so began one of the most important friendships of our lives.
During our first few Sundays at St. Paul’s, back when we would slip out of church right after the service ended, too shy and uncertain to attend coffee hour, back then I quickly recognized and appreciated Dave’s authenticity in the pulpit.
Behind a kind of gruff exterior, I sensed a certain woundedness - this was a man who had been through a few things.
Because he was very open about it, we soon learned that Dave was a recovering alcoholic.
And later, I learned that he had once been rector of a large and thriving church in the suburbs.
He had seen himself (and I think was viewed by others) as a “rising star” in the church, a future bishop, perhaps.
But, because of his worsening alcoholism, Dave lost that big suburban church, lost members of his family, lost just about everything.
But he didn’t lose God.
He didn’t lose our liberating God.
And so, thanks to God, and thanks to the Twelve Steps of AA, Dave was able to return to ministry, eventually landing in Jersey City, where his welcome, friendship, and mentoring changed my life forever.
Later, after I was ordained and would occasionally get frustrated with the church, I would sometimes say to him. “You’re the one who got me into this mess!”
He would just laugh, denying all responsibility.
But it’s true – not the mess part (well, sometimes), but I’m sure that if some other priest was at St. Paul’s that first Sunday, I’d still be a history teacher today.
You and I would have never met.
And so, it’s always felt kind of providential that I landed here at St. Thomas’, the home parish of Sam Shoemaker, the man who provided much of the spiritual foundation of AA, the man who in an indirect but real way, set my life off in a radically different direction.
That’s why I’ve tried to honor Shoemaker, tried to draw attention to his work and legacy.
Some of you may remember that our first Shoemaker speaker was the Rev. Erin Jean Warde, an Episcopal priest and fellow Shoemaker admirer who works in recovery.
When she was here three years ago, she was working on her book, which has since been published.
It’s called Sober Spirituality.
I read and liked it very much, learned a lot from it. Maybe one of these days we’ll get a group together to read her book and talk with her about it.
Anyway, there’s one phrase that she uses in Sober Spirituality that has especially stuck with me, a phrase that I frequently re-write in my own personal journal, during those times when I think about my mistakes, the times when I’ve fallen short.
“I cannot go back, but I can move forward differently.”
“I cannot go back, but I can move forward differently.”
To which I would add, “With God’s help.”
Today is the Third Sunday in Lent.
As always, this holy season is flying by.
Next Sunday, we’ll switch the liturgical color from purple to rose, signaling that our season of repentance is drawing to a close, that soon it will be Easter!
I have no idea how your Lent has been going, don’t know if you’ve made any sacrifices, taken on any new practices or ministries.
I don’t know if you’ve been moving differently at all.
Maybe you gave it a shot a couple of weeks ago, but quickly slipped up or just forgot, drifted back into the usual routine.
Well, in today’s gospel lesson, Jesus gives us a loving but pointed kick in the pants.
Jesus calls us to urgency, warning us that we don’t have all the time in the world:
Bad things happen to good people, bad things happen to people who aren’t much better or worse than most other people.
Cruel dictators do terrible things, buildings sometimes fall.
Life can go wrong in a million different ways, all we have for sure is right this second and our life can end in a moment – so, with the help of the God of liberation, we must repent, must change our ways now, while there is still time.
The choice is up to us.
Before I go any further, I want to be very clear that addiction is not sin.
That wrong idea has done, and continues to do, a lot of damage.
Addiction is not sin.
But sin is often addictive.
I think of St. Paul’s lament in his letter to the Romans:
“I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate” (Romans 7:15).
Sin is often addictive.
The Bible sometimes describes us as enslaved by sin.
We may know this from our own lives, and we certainly know it from just turning on the news any day of the week.
And that’s why recovery and repentance are so similar.
We can’t go back, but repentance is asking for forgiveness for the times we’ve fallen short, the times we’ve given into greed or hate or cruelty or indifference, the times we’ve divided the world into “us” and “them.”
We can’t go back, but repentance is asking for God’s help to move forward differently – to get closer to keeping those big baptismal promises to love one another, to seek and serve Christ in all people, to respect the dignity of every human being.
Both recovery and repentance are hard work.
And, in some ways, it is easier to just continue as we always have.
But moving forward in our same old ways carries a very high cost – a high cost to our physical and spiritual wellbeing.
Both recovery and repentance are hard work but, with God’s help, new life – Easter life - awaits us on the other side.
That’s a lesson my friend Dave learned.
A lesson that he shared with others, changing lives, including mine.
Today is the Third Sunday in Lent.
Already.
This holy season is flying by.
Fortunately, with the help of our liberating God, there’s still time for us to repent.
There’s still time to move forward differently.
May it be so.
Amen.